The moment I saw the classmates of 302, I felt an indescribable excitement to become friends with them all. Due to that overflowing emotion, I found myself masked behind my concept of how to be nice. I would walk up to classmates I never talked to before and offer fruits and other goods as though we were life long friends. I would offer help in English to people who probably just needed some time to figure out on their own. As a matter of fact, my adoration of them grew so strong that I practically thought them to be godly perfect and treated them as if I was worshipping God. When in conversations, my replies were all merely for the purpose of finding favor with the others and the smiles were carved on for the same purpose. Yet, it was indifference in return for a carefully constructed greeting or a flushed face of embarrassment to my jack-o-lantern smiles. I was exhausted and all I worked for, to befriend with everyone, never came.
I learned, from classmates, there’s an art in just being who you are. So long as we hope for the best and our nature is of no evil, we can easily blend in. When we speak of what we think of and smile for the sake of inner content, life is simple and free from made-up expectations.
Though my classmates may not realize, they have taught me to just be myself.



